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Location: Orange County, California, United States
Birthday: 10/5/1987
Gender: Female
Interests: driving in the rain, singing at the top of my lungs all the wrong lyrics, watching fireworks light up the nite sky and someone that stands beside me.
Expertise: should not be discussed online ;o)
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Member Since:
10/5/2003
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| The early summer morning prompts me to write in this once again...so here i am.
I feel very Carrie Bradshaw as I sit here and type on my new mac book. So i think its only fair to discuss a sex and the city esque topic. i divulge:
A few days ago I met a 12 yr old girl who had given multiple guys head. Her friends weren't appalled as they openly talked. I on the other hand was!? My god, 12!, at the age of 12 for me---training bras were a big deal. So, this seemingly unnatural conversation has lingered in my mind and I began to realize myself how times have changed....
After a first date, when did the end of the nite question change from to kiss or not to kiss, into go down the pants or not?
It seems now, you are with a guy for 5 seconds and they are already trying to go down your pants or have you well go down theirs. And if a girl says no, she is labeled a bitch or a prude, and yet at the same time if she allows it she's a slut. Why can't things go back to being simple when it wasn't even appropriate to consider more than a first date kiss. Its like everything is moving in hyper drive. We all need to slow down and take our time....I think we're all afraid we might let a moment pass us by. But, instead we are actually ruining the moments by eliminating them! I guess i fear my entrance into college and what I have experienced so far this summer---is the end of romance. Call me old fashioned, but i still think a guy should open a door for a woman.... | | |
| Happiness isn't about the big, sweeping circumstances, or about having everything in your life in place. Maybe it is just about stringing together a bunch of small pleasures. Like wearing slippers and watching the Miss. Universe contest. Maybe happiness is just a matter of the little up ticks--the traffic signal that said Walk the second you got there, and down ticks--the itchy tag at the back of your collar, that happens to every person in the course of a day. Maybe everybody has the same allotted measure of happiness within each day. Maybe it doesn't matter if you are a world-famous heart throb or a painful geek.
Maybe you just got through it.
And maybe, that is all you can ask for. | | |
| just because i love you, doesn't mean i like you.
just becuase i like you, doesn't mean i love you.
get it straight....
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| A Tribute to Lauren Kelsey Talbot
July 15, 1988 – October 24, 2005
Some things aren't meant to last forever like computers, cell phones, and that sweater that just doesn't fit anymore. But still we continuously try to live in the moment, or for the moment, thinking time and things will never change. The elusiveness of time consumes us as we try to go back in time, rush through time, or simply preserve it. Likewise, the question of life seems to be just as elusive, as I’ve often wondered, how would it feel to be always together, yet forever apart? It is ironic, of course, because now I know the answer-- that life and death are linked in a way that few things are; there cannot be one without the other, yet they cannot exist at the same time. Although the journey of life for my friend Lauren has ended as I’ve known it, I am told that time will heal my soul; time is on my side. In a flash of a second, Lauren was gone. Why wasn’t time on her side that cold, rainy day, I wonder? Once again, this notion of time is beyond our control.
Today, time stands still for me as I am paralyzed with grief. Yet, tomorrow will surely come marshaled in with the inevitability of my loss, along with that AP Physics test I am studying for. It is an arduous task to keep life’s rhythm at a steady cadence while the vicissitudes of life throw off the beat. As tragedy can change the course of our lives, I have learned one must stay focused and embrace what life has to offer today. As I am about to embark on the next passage of my life, I take a new understanding with me. Lauren has presented me with the truth concerning life and time, today is tomorrow’s yesterday. | | |
| What if what you think is great, really is great, but not as great, as something greater?
hmm. that is a good question, and i dont think we can ever be certain. | | |
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